30.11.2019

Moments of clarity

Or: An alternative tale about happiness.

The word happiness means a lot of different things to different people, and most meanings are perfectly legitimate, even if they greatly differ. Happiness is a pleasant state of mind, it is joy, contentment, delight, glee, felicity, beatitude, and much, much more. Happiness can be a philosophy (Epicureanism), a life’s mission, the fulfillment of a dream, a short rest from all these struggles, or the final haven after a toilsome and exhausting odyssey. Happiness can be the journey, the destination, or both. 

Happiness can become a habit, but reaching this point needs determination and endurance.

Blogger Caitlin Johnstone calls it “That moment Of clarity,” and she writes: All the stuff that fell away is what’s not real. All the mental chatter, all the sticky fixations on people and opinions and gossip and guilt and shame and insecurity and inadequacy and obligation and dread, that’s what’s imaginary. What’s real is what remains when all that stuff fades into the background. What’s real is the presence you experienced in your moment of clarity.

Alexander Maslow called it “peak experience” by a “self-actualizing individual.”

A peak experience is a blissful mental state of complete calm. No unfulfilled urges, no timetables and deadlines, no dreams and hopes pushing one forward.

No, this is not an epiphany, not a moment of sudden and great revelation or realization. Don’t hope and wait for the mythical epiphany. There is no epiphany, because synaptic connections in the brain are only gradually built or strengthened. Which can take days or month or years.

One has to prepare for moments of clarity, for the peak experiences over a long time — in fact over the whole life. And if one ever reaches this state of clarity, it may only be short. One also cannot force it and one has to be lucky. The stars have to be aligned, various things have to fall into place accidentally.

Only a chosen few are fortunate enough to make the moments of clarity, the peak experiences last permanently. The steady stream of sensory signals from both outside and inside one’s body, the challenges of daily life, urgencies, misfortunes, and ailments will make the feeling of clarity fade away. Clarity, peak experience will become a distant memory.

But this is not an on-off switch, the experience of that precious, sacred moment will change your life, and if you are able to renew it, maybe feel the moment of clarity even more intensive, there will be more change. You will be astonished seeing yourself do what is necessary, what is prudent, reasonable, sensible, appropriate. You will realize that you indeed live a life of discipline, virtue, modesty, and love.

Some people may find it helpful to define the process of preparation for clarity in neurological or psychological terms:

a. Constant conscious diaphragmatic breathing.
b. Quieting the brain chatter (by control of inhibitory (GABA) neurons).
c. Focusing (on parts of the body, on chakras, mantras, prayers, musical rhythms).
d. Balancing neurotransmitters (serotonin, oxytocin, vasopressin, dopamine, etc.)
e. Activating the parasympathetic nervous system (relaxing, smiling, vagus nerve, guts).
f. Living aware, inspired, disciplined, modest, purposeful, forever curious.

These are only six aspects of one integrated process. It is just a descriptive tool to make it easier to grasp what’s going on. In the end understanding has to be intuitive. We will never be able to completely rationally define the networks of 86 billion neurons in our brain with a trillion or more synapses. We will never be able to completely rationally define the infinitesimal events, forces, vectors in the causal stream of life where everything is connected and influenced by everything. We will never be able to describe the dizzying variety of life, put it into words, or explain it to our peers. 

But it will be good enough to genuinely feel the wonder of life and show our feelings to whoever is receptive.

One could also name the process to gain clarity as body-mind intervention, mindfulness, meditation, or something completely different. One may find sacred traditions of Buddhism, Hinduism, Paganism, Voodoo, Druidism, Shamanism, or sacred rites of any other kind helpful. Whatever works…
You could also just hug your cat and listen as it is softly purring. You don’t have a cat? Please visit the next animal shelter, there are for sure some cats waiting desperately to find a new home and a host whom they can teach how to be happy.

You could also roam the woods and make friends with the animals of the forest. Listen to the whispering of the leaves, listen to the birdcalls, listen to the many mysterious sounds the animals of the forest make. Sit down on a tree trunk and wait quietly and patiently like Francis of Assisi did. Maybe you are lucky and some forest inhabitant will come out of the underwood to look what you are up to.

Happiness can become a habit. As it is the most desirable and beneficial state of mind, it should be taught to every child from the first day of life. Every mother knows that, but if she is not happy herself, she will not be able to teach her child.

To strife for happiness should be mandatory, obligatory, and happiness should be at the center of any government plan, not only in Bhutan but in every nation all over the world. Happiness should be an indisputable human right on the same level as clean air and water, healthy food, and a safe, warm, and dry shelter.

It doesn’t take a genius to understand why happiness is the only sensible, meaningful, and desirable attitude, feeling, state of mind, and way of living. 

Just imagine, that you are gloomy, melancholic, miserable, distraught, desperate, and without hope. That you feel lonely, confused, nervous, and anxious; that you are filled up with resentment, bitterness, jealousy, and hate. It’s no fun to live such a life, it will make you sick, you will suffer, you are likely to die painfully of cancer or some other terminal illness.
The journey of life will take us to many destinations. If we are lucky we will be able to stay in or always come back to our community, be near our family and friends. If we are adventurous and want to see and learn new things we maybe (hopefully) will find a quiet and unpolluted place to settle down and live a fulfilled life.

Not all of us will be that fortunate. Maybe we have to move because the forests are cut down, the rivers run dry, the sea is rising, and war is raging. In a crowded world it will be difficult for a refugee to find a new home and to be accepted in a new community.

On our journey through life we may walk through busy streets buzzing with life or through dark and empty ones. We may walk through alleys of dead trees, their branches reaching out in vain. We may walk through cities of ruins, the streets littered with gravel and blocks of concrete, the pavement bloodstained.

Whatever happens, being calm, easy, composed, mindful, contented, and happy will make life bearable, will help us to survive and pass all trials and tribulations unharmed or at least alive and able to recover.
You will maybe not think much about this text and forget it. Maybe after some years when it had slowly and subconsciously sunk in you will one day remember.

This is the beauty of aging: Your eyesight will deteriorate but you nevertheless will see more — more than you ever would have imagined. And you will see further than you ever would have imagined. You will see far, far beyond the horizon.

One day you’ll remember, one day everything will fall into its right place. You will spread your wings, take to the sky, and start to sing a little song of joy and freedom:

Out of curiosity
Challenging life’s mystery
Questioning our destiny
What will be our legacy?

Do we learn from history?
Tales of hate and perfidy
Cruelty and treachery
Atrocity and slavery

High up there is magic silence
There’s no strife, no pain, no violence
No rejection or defiance
Just grace and benevolence

Here I found the real me
Peace, love, and serenity
I was blind but now I see
I was chained but now I’m free

A little song, a few simple rhymes, well-intended though a bit clumsy. Was it good enough? Did it reach you, did it resonate?

I make some soothing sounds, but they don’t show up on the screen. I don’t know how to type them in. When my lovely cat companions hear these sounds they start purring.

What are the words which represent these sounds? What are the words which tell the absolute truth? Where are the words of wisdom, the words which cannot be misunderstood, the words which are liberated from semantics and any kind of philosophy? Do these words even exist?

Or is “the Tao, that can be told not the real Tao”? Is “the name that can be named not the eternal name”?

Is Lao Tse still more important than Xi Jinping ever will be? Is the Tao Te Ching worth reading? Or is it better to depend on the wisdom of the New Your Times, the Washington Post, and the Wall Street Journal?

The Tao that can be told is not the eternal Tao. The name that can be named is not the eternal name. The nameless is the beginning of heaven and earth. The named is the mother of ten thousand things.

Do we need ten thousand things? Do we need to know the name?

Don’t get distracted, don’t lose focus. The journey of life will take us to many destinations. We may enjoy it or dread it, but we just shouldn’t forget to feel our breath, to smile, and be happy. 

Follow your heart, but spend your limited time wisely. Above all, don’t forget to be happy.

You have to find the Tao yourself, nobody can do it for you. You have to sing the little songs of love and joy yourself. You have to walk the long and winding road of life yourself.

I just hammered a little road sign into the muddy ground.
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20.11.2019

Links November 2019

Sometimes some writers are able to transport spirit, inspiration, and meaning via poetry which cannot be measured rationally. Please skip if you are not in the right mood.

Hail

Graffiti under the bridge says,
“Life will pull you apart like mozzarella strips if you let it.
And you should let it.”

Your reflection in the mirror says,
“We were friends once, long ago.
Let’s be friends again.”

A fungus angel dies in a forest at dusk
while coal cranes coo a lullaby.

A genius dies in a nursing home
without ever once being seen or noticed.

We are tossed like leaves in a hurricane of tenuous agreements
(form ineffable, source ineffable,
nature ineffable, outcome ineffable),
and we worry what some Mary Whatevernut thinks of us.

We stand on the precipice of a plunge into chaos
(form unknown, source unknown,
nature unknown, outcome unknown),
and we argue about Republicans with strangers.

I once met a dead man in Barcelona
who has been with me ever since.
I showed him my hypochondria
and my disdain for my body
and the scars that cruel men have rent in my flesh,
and I said,
“Well? What can you do with this?”

He turned me around on the balcony and showed me the universe.
“This is medicine,” he said.
“Swallow it.”

And even now the aches still return,
and tears flow like melting glaciers
and I shatter as easily as eggshells in a blender.

But now I am upheld by the same might which swirls the galaxies,
and I know I can never truly fall.

Hail,
Holy Queen.

Hail,
holy moment.

Hail,
thunderous majesty of being.

Hail,
cold air in my nostrils.

Hail,
shameful errors of the past.

Hail,
emaciated bodies of Yemeni children.

Hail,
whale corpses choked full of plastic.

Hail,
teenage soldiers inflicting harm out of boredom.

Hail,
belched-up delusions of ancient grandfathers.

Hail,
flocks of featherbeasts.

Hail,
rays of starlight.

Hail,
frailty.

Hail,
smallness.

Hail,
vastness.

Hail,
boundlessness.

Pull me apart like mozzarella strips,
and let only the real remain.

https://caitlinjohnstone.com/ 

Feline news:

https://www.nakedcapitalism.com/2019/10/for-national-cat-day-the-very-latest-in-feline-science.html 
http://hatchingcatnyc.com/2019/10/31/pitkin-avenue-fire-cat/
https://www.mirror.co.uk/lifestyle/family/miracle-3000-1-kitten-dubbed-20848920 
http://hatchingcatnyc.com/2019/11/14/cats-explosion-spca-shelter/ A sad story.
https://www.mirror.co.uk/news/weird-news/shelter-cat-put-solitary-confinement-20859811

Environmental news:

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2019/oct/29/has-the-climate-crisis-made-california-too-dangerous-to-live-in? 
https://truthout.org/articles/radioactive-waste-could-be-killing-residents-in-missouri-community 
https://www.nationalgeographic.com/science/2019/10/airborne-health-concerns-emerge-from-california-wildfire/
https://truthout.org/articles/monsanto-wins-7-7-billion-lawsuit-in-brazil-but-farmers-continue-to-fight 
https://www.globalresearch.ca/us-embassy-pressures-thailand-monsanto-poison-ban/5693861 
https://www.seattletimes.com/seattle-news/environment/why-are-birds-and-seals-starving-in-a-bering-sea-full-of-fish/
https://truthout.org/articles/there-are-2000-untested-chemicals-in-packaged-foods-and-its-legal/
http://news.trust.org/item/20191106134136-r4262/ Water scarcity in Egypt.
https://www.theatlantic.com/health/archive/2019/11/delhi-air-crisis/601507/Air pollution kills.
https://meta.eeb.org/2019/11/06/green-deal-impossible-without-cap-reform/The fight about industrial agriculture.
https://www.cbsnews.com/news/earth-just-experienced-its-hottest-october-ever/
https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2019/11/191104112828.htm Water scarcity.
https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/ywajkw/todays-electric-car-batteries-will-be-tomorrows-e-waste-crisis-scientists-warn 
https://www.theguardian.com/world/2019/nov/10/firefighter-health-risks-california-wildfireshttps://www.ehn.org/is-bpa-dangerous-for-health-2641153205.html Bisphenol-A, endocrine disrupters.
https://www.ehn.org/bpa-impact-on-human-health-2641134273.html
https://correspondent.afp.com/black-tide-brazil

Economic news:

At the moment US banks are not lending, depriving small businesses of cheap loans, hindering an economic “recovery.” JPMorgan for instance partly used federally insured deposits to prop up its share price with buybacks.
First: Banks could not function without public support. Without a gigantic cash injection (bailout) of some 500 million US$ they would all have closed down in 2008/2009. Consequently they should be turned into public utilities, mandated to serve the interests of the people.
Second: What does “recovery” mean? For most economists, even the”progressive” ones, it means more industrial production, more resource consumption, new factories and mines, higher statistical numbers of everything.
Investments in energy saving, in new technologies to achieve the same with less materials and energy, a transition to longer lasting goods, research in waste reduction, and new reuse, repurpose, upcycle, recycle schemes would not increase the numbers, they would rather decrease industrial activity.
Traditional economics does not regard such a development as desirable, because it would not be profitable for the big corporations and the rentier class.
https://www.opendemocracy.net/en/opendemocracyuk/neoliberalism-tells-us-were-selfish-souls-how-can-we-promote-other-identities/
http://www.defenddemocracy.press/russia-iran-to-switch-to-swift-free-banking-system/
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/11/article/a-blue-dot-barely-visible-from-new-silk-roads/ Neither China’s Belt and Road initiative nor the USA’s Blue Dot Network should be supported. They both further globalization and in the end will lead to ecological collapse. 
https://www.globalresearch.ca/china-usa-geopolitics-lithium/5695377 More resource wars, and more regime-change operation to secure control of crucial resources.
https://evonomics.com/capitalisms-alone/ 

Media and technology news:

There’s a run on Huawei’s Mate X and Mate 30 Pro 5G phones in China and the company can hardly produce enough to meet demand.
YouTube Terms of Service: “YouTube may terminate your access, or your Google account’s access to all or part of the Service if YouTube believes, in its sole discretion, that provision of the Service to you is no longer commercially viable.” 
Swedish prosecutors have dropped their preliminary investigation into Julian Assange about allegations of sexual assault for the third time, after having it reopened without any new evidence or information.
Assange’s court case in Britain also faces difficulties because Lady Emma Arbuthnot, the judge presiding over Julian Assange’s extradition proceedings is embroiled in a conflict of interest and will no longer be sitting on the case.
They will not let him go, they rather will arrange an Epstein-esque suicide. Freeing Assange would be an incredible moral boost for the anti-imperial resistance and it would take tens of millions US$, an army of spies, agents, stooges, social media trolls, and thousands of articles in the establishment media to neutralize this moral boost.
https://www.nakedcapitalism.com/2019/11/manufacturing-fear-and-loathing-maximizing-corporate-profits-a-review-of-matt-taibbis-hate-inc-why-todays-media-makes-us-despise-one-another.html
https://www.blackagendareport.com/freedom-rider-hybrid-warfare-bolivia-and-beyond 
https://fair.org/home/western-media-whitewash-bolivias-far-right-coup/ 
https://www.commondreams.org/news/2019/11/16/police-bolivia-pepper-spray-journalist-purpose-during-live-coverage-anti-coup 
https://consentfactory.org/2019/11/05/the-ministry-of-wiki-truth/ If you intend to use Wikipedia, read this first.
https://fair.org/home/can-deadspin-live-again-as-a-worker-owned-website/“Worker owned” sounds like a socialist / communist plot.
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2019/11/18/pers-n18.html 
https://dgrnewsservice.org/civilization/repression/how-to-browse-the-internet-anonymously/ There are rumors that the NSA has a backdoor to Tor.
https://www.alternet.org/2019/09/why-this-journalist-is-both-terrified-of-and-intrigued-by-his-revelations-about-the-surveillance-states-startling-abilities/ 
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/11/article/are-smartphones-hurting-our-kids/ 
https://newyork.cbslocal.com/2019/11/14/students-ditch-phone-changed-lives/ 

Imperial news:

A post in a web forum: “I’m an American but I’ve lived for several years in two European countries and one Asian country. In my experience, American culture is much more aggressive than any other developed country’s culture.”
Could that be true? The nation which brought freedom, democracy, peace, and stability to so many countries around the world?
https://off-guardian.org/2019/11/03/american-conspiracies-cover-ups/ Must read.
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2019/10/31/epst-o31.html Was Epstein’s death a homicide?
https://www.rollingstone.com/culture/culture-features/jeffrey-epstein-autopsy-baden-homicide-suicide-906192/ 
http://www.unz.com/wwebb/from-spook-air-to-the-lolita-express-the-genesis-and-evolution-of-the-jeffrey-epstein-bill-clinton-relationship/ 
https://www.politico.com/news/agenda/2019/11/04/why-we-dont-know-what-to-eat-060299 Food is one of the most important factors in overall health and it would be surely beneficial to know more about the health impact of various diets. One problem is that people are different and have different nutritional needs — dietary advice has to take that into account. Another problem: Federal nutrition research most likely will find out that locally sourced, homegrown, home made food is better than industrial produced food. The food industry will not like that. And: The nanny state, telling us even what to eat. Which means that any recommendations and guidelines have to be worded very carefully.
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2019/nov/09/seattle-amazon-kshama-sawant-socialist-elections

Imperial conquest news:

In his most recent interview with RT’s Afshin Rattansi, Syrian President Dr. Bashar al-Assad again displayed consistency and candor, he apparently is still untouched by the persistent defamation, smearing, and slandering in Western media propaganda outlets.

He has held his country together for 9 punishing years of fighting against Western funded Islamic fundamentalists, invading mercenaries (the “moderate rebels”), direct invasions by  troops from USA, NATO allies, and Turkey, and a stringent economic blockade by Western countries.

His reputation among the populations of the Meddle East (the so called “Arab street”) is sky high, manifested in thoroughly researched reports and analyses from independent journalists as well as countless comments on social media and message boards. Paid trolls and uninformed gullible commenters, stirred up by propaganda lies, try to counter with phrases like “brutal bloodthirsty dictator,” “monstrous despot,” “butcher Assad,” and terms like mukhabarat, shabiha, barrel bombs, sarin gas, Caesar, Sednaya, used as contractions and shorthand symbols to affirm the wickedness of President Assad. They seldom go into details and their efforts are unconvincing.

Not many world leaders of his intelligence and integrity exist and there are none in the West (that’s another strong reason why they hate him so much).

In the interview President al-Assad asserted that Russia is helping Syria in combating terrorism because terrorism and its ideology have no borders and the world has become one arena for terrorists, who quickly move from one place to another.

President al-Assad further maintained that accusations of chemical weapons attacks are unfounded, particularly as the “White Helmets” group, which has fabricated many false flag atrocities, are an off-shoot of the Jabhat al-Nusra organization.

He also affirmed that the Israelis are enemies of Syria, occupying its land and directly supporting terrorists. Every time the Syrian army advanced against Al-Nusra terrorists in the south, Israel was bombarding Syrian troops. There was a close coordination between Islamic rebels and Israeli forces.

https://youtu.be/mmUVSvTVFXU 

https://caitlinjohnstone.com/2019/11/12/narrative-managers-in-overdrive-after-death-of-white-helmets-founder/
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3vNwe7yKbwo&w=420&h=237 About the White Helmets.
https://www.commondreams.org/news/2019/11/08/pentagon-claims-us-authority-shoot-any-syrian-govt-official-who-tries-take-control Please read the comments. 
https://www.mcclatchydc.com/news/nation-world/national/national-security/article236413328.html
https://www.mintpressnews.com/houthis-preparing-planned-israel-attack-yemen/262730/ 
https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/us-threatens-sanctions-serbia-scrambles-thwart-s-400-acquirement
https://www.rt.com/news/473102-bolivian-president-morales-announces-hisTried and tested regime change procedures still work. The empire thrives on chaos and on the lies, illusions, and false promises of a global propaganda machine. The paramount goal is to weaken or destroy emerging competitors or adversaries, while the wellbeing of the people, civil rights, social justice, and equality are not even afterthoughts.
https://caitlinjohnstone.com/2019/11/11/msm-adamantly-avoids-the-word-coup-in-bolivia-reporting/
https://www.struggle-la-lucha.org/2019/11/12/bolivian-coup-comes-less-than-a-week-after-morales-stopped-multinational-firms-lithium-deal Thank god, our lithium supply is now secured.
https://www.counterpunch.org/2019/11/13/after-evo-the-lithium-question-looms-large-in-bolivia/ 
https://thegrayzone.com/2019/11/11/bolivia-coup-fascist-foreign-support-fernando-camacho/ 
https://www.globalresearch.ca/oas-us-help-overthrow-another-government/5694850 
https://www.stalkerzone.org/coup-in-bolivia/ 
https://thegrayzone.com/2019/11/13/bolivian-coup-plotters-school-of-the-americas-fbi-police-programs/ 
https://www.newsclick.in/at-least-five-killed-security-forces-massacre-cochabamba-bolivia 
https://www.counterpunch.org/2019/11/18/the-eighteenth-brumaire-of-macho-camacho-jeffery-r-webber-and-forrest-hylton-on-the-coup-in-bolivia/Long read, but worth it.
https://www.globalresearch.ca/ecuador-the-restoration-of-neoliberalism-and-the-monroe-doctrine/5694440 
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2019/11/12/mora-n12.html 
https://www.reuters.com/article/us-haiti-politics-exclusive-idUSKBN1XR0RK 
https://www.globalresearch.ca/school-americas/5693503 
https://www.mintpressnews.com/juan-guidos-latest-coup-attempt-venezuela-ends-was-a-massive-flop/ 
https://www.latimes.com/projects/marshall-islands-nuclear-testing-sea-level-rise/
https://truthout.org/articles/the-us-military-is-poisoning-okinawa/

Armargeddon news:

https://blogs.scientificamerican.com/observations/the-carbon-bomb/
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/11/article/state-of-emergency-declared-as-australia-burns/
https://www.bbc.com/news/world-australia-50375407 
https://www.vice.com/en_us/article/3kxmav/climate-change-is-breaking-open-americas-nuclear-tomb

Uncategorized news:

https://abeautifulresistance.org/site/2019/9/27/feathered-folklore
https://phys.org/news/2019-11-russian-goat-friends-tiger-dies.html

News from cat land:

The cat family had two appointments at the veterinarian.

It was a cold, wet, and foggy day, not the best time to play or hunt outside. All the cats with the exception of Aunt Rosy had gathered in the living room near the wood stove.

I quietly closed the door to the hall, which is always open a gap so they can reach the cat flap in the entrance door. Then I fetched six pet carriers from the cellar and positioned them along the walls with the top door wide open (I use only top loading carriers). After that I softly lifted them one by one from their resting places and put them into the carrier, closing the door instantly. They were completely surprised and barely resisted.

During the car ride to the vet they complained vehemently and I constantly talked to them assuring that it will not hurt, that this visit to the vet is necessary to keep them healthy, and that they will be perfectly fine afterwards.

I know, they don’t understand the particular words and sentences. They understand a lot, more than one would imagine. They understand their name, they understand when I say “no!” They understand when I call “food is ready,” they probably understand when I say “sorry, I have no time at the moment,” though that will never make them stop begging or trying to catch my attention with whatever action they are capable of.

By and large they were all okey. They got their vaccination and a deworming pill.

Wendy has a small spot in the iris which could be benign but also be an ocular melanoma. The vet said that I should check this spot to see if it grows, but I can hardly make the spot out and Wendy usually is not keeping quiet with eyes wide open. I will visit the vet with Wendy in a few month again, just to be on the safe side.

Princess Min Ki had developed some tartar on her premolar teeth, which is surprising because she eats lot of natural food (mice, voles, birds). Of course in autumn and winter mice are hard to come by and so they are provided organic pet food, grain free and without sugar, BHA, food dyes, or other nasty ingredients. Princess Min Ki has a robust health and never suffered from any ailments, but she is 14 now and the age apparently takes its toll. 

I drove them safely home, parked the car in the garage (which is a part of the basement), put the carriers from the car into the hall of the basement and opened the carriers. They climbed out and sniffed around, they are not often in the basement so they had something to explore.

We then together went up the stairs to the ground floor and all had supper.

A few days later, Aunt Rosy, Princess Min Ki, and I drove to the vet again. Aunt Rosy is 15, but in good shape. She had her dental cleaning last year. I left the Princess there for the dental, which by cats unfortunately has to be done under anesthesia. When I fetched her two hours later and brought her home, she was drowsy, staggering around, and hardly be able to climb up the stairs from the cellar to the ground floor. 

What did I do to you, please forgive me!” I said, feeling guilty and pondering, if this was really necessary. The vet had told me that after removing a bit of plaque and tartar it came out that her teeth were in perfect condition. Maybe the anesthesia would not even have been necessary.

But who can tell for sure? Anesthesia, even the slightest form, will strain liver and kidneys, but persistent toothache could make life to hell. I hope that the sedations  my two older cat ladies had to endure will be the last ones and that they will have a jolly good time in their golden years.

31.10.2019

Links October 2019

At the moment it seems, that the Turkish invasion into Syria is turning into all out war. Can Vladimir Putin or somebody else stop Recep Tayyip Erdogan? 

Congresswoman and presidential candidate Tulsi Gabbard on Twitter: “Erdogan has been helping ISIS/AQ for years. He has denied this but is now openly using militias of “former” ISIS/AQ terrorists, exposing him for what he really is: a radical Islamist megalomaniac who wants to establish a caliphate with himself as the Caliph — the supreme ruler. “

Erdogan, who again tries playing all sides (USA, Russia, Iran) at the same time, makes new threats: “Kobane needs to be cleared of militants and come under our control.” (Since the heroic stand against the Islamic State in 2014, Kobane is the spiritual capital of Rojava).

Right now it looks like Putin sells out Syria just as easily as Trump sold out the Kurds. Russia will do just about all it can to avoid direct conflict with Turkey and will offer Erdogan heavy concessions due to the destabilizing effect his actions have on NATO. The West is restricted by how hard it can push Turkey because Erdogan has made it quite clear he’ll turn towards China and Russia for both economic support and defense contracts. Erdogan seems very confident in the fact that nothing will unite NATO and Russia against him, so he will continue trying to get as much concessions as possible from both sides.

US troops moved to Tall Tamr countryside right at the Turkish Syrian frontline under air force protection. US troops also came back to Sarrin base near Kobane.

There are now Kurdish, Syrian, Russian, and Turkish Islamist troops intermingled in northern Syria and the situation has become very complicated. Turkey wants more Syrian territory, the Islamists want to kill and loot, the USA wants the oil (or at least prevent, that Syria accesses its oil), Russia wants to become the main power broker in the region, the Kurds want their autonomous statelet, Syria want’s to restore sovereignty over all its territory (which should, if something like international law would exist, be also the main goal of the “international community”).

At the moment no one can say how this story ends, maybe we know more in a few days. The Turkish aggression will be discussed comprehensively in the next blogposts.
What else is going on? A lot, for sure.

People around the world are bitter, disillusioned, and desperate. 

Political leaders are despised, accused of incompetence, nepotism, corruption, and theft. 

There are protests and demonstrations of unprecedented size, there is discontent and social unrest in dozens of countries. This is surely an enormous story, maybe even the biggest story at the moment, and the lack of coverage in mainstream media is telling. The people who own or control mass media prefer to have no reports about the protests because social discontent and unrest are contagious.

Police and military use teargas, rubber bullets, even life ammunition, while protesters vandalize, burn, and loot. Many people die, public and private property is randomly destroyed, the cities become a war zone.

Is there indeed an increase in discontent?
Does social cohesion disappear?
Is the social contract unraveling?
Is there a class war?

Are protesters claims and accusations justified?
Are the grievances solely the result of bad governance?
Is there repression, exploitation, discrimination, and abuse of power?

Are the protesters demands realistic?
Are the resources available to meet these demands?
What are the chances, that things change for the better?
Do the protesters, dissenters, critics have a plan or a shared vision?
Why don’t people organize, take things in their own hands, and enact change themselves instead of calling for it?

Central demands are: Affordable food, fuel, housing; functioning public services; social justice and equality; jobs and improved working conditions; ending social, ethnic, or religious discrimination.
Global ecological changes (climate, pollution, resource depletion) and globalized economies, societies, and cultures mean that the protest movements are connected, yet there are nevertheless significant differences and each movement has to be evaluated with the checklist of the above listed questions.

Possible causes:

Glaring income inequality plays a role in most protests. People realize that they will never get rich no matter how hard they work, while others, who are born rich, get even richer without having to work at all (the rentier class). Rising social tensions in a society based on individualism, egoism, and competition, resource scarcity (potable water, food), and unrealistic expectations raised by media fairytales of success and affluence also increases discontent. Our hectic urban life, with a never diminishing cacophony of man-made unnatural sounds and always switched on electric lights can make people feel uncomfortable and itchy.

Nonviolent mass movements once tended to be surprisingly effective in removing incumbent leaders from power or achieving territorial independence, even when they experienced severe repression from the government. However, in the last years the success rates of nonviolent campaigns have declined by about 20 percent, because authoritarian leaders have begun to develop and systematize sophisticated techniques to undermine and thwart nonviolent activists.

Methods of authoritarian adaption against nonviolent resistance:
Using institutional violence against dissidents (Assange, Manning, Kings Bay Plowshares 7)
Tightly controlling the media, silencing critical journalists
Misinforming, confusing, deceiving, and brainwashing people
Planting under cover police and agents provocateurs
Infiltrating and sabotaging protest movements
Co-opting or bribing union leaders, influencers, celebrities
Administratively and financially obstructing civil society groups
Passing laws and decrees which criminalize protests
Using pro-establishment paramilitary groups

There is a theory that violent fractions (black blocs, black-clad anarchists, casseurs) of per se nonviolent protest movements make the movements less attractive to the broad public and also deter defections of security forces.
The capacities of protestors are found in their leverage and in their abilities to coordinate and maintain large-scale collective action. Leverage comes from the power resources that a group can draw on to inflict costs on an autocratic regime in order to extract concessions (like for instance more civil rights and increased social welfare. Leverage can come from the ability to impose economic costs on the regime through strikes, boycotts, obstruction, or sabotage. 

Other sources of leverage include access to weapons, manpower with relevant training, and militant ideologies that motivate recruits. Urban middle classes score high on leverage because urban professionals occupy inflection points in the economy, such as finance. Industrial workers can also hold a strategic stranglehold over the economy, being able to organize strikes targeting key sources of revenue for the regime.
Protest hotspots:

Haiti

In the year prior to September, security forces killed 77 people. Since then protests intensified and least 20 more died.
Haiti is the poorest country in the Western Hemisphere. Food availability is uncertain for 60 percent of the people. Shortages of oil and other basic supplies are generating almost total paralysis of daily life (Venezuelan oil shipments are blocked by the USA). Haitis teachers strike and about three million students do not attend schools since mid-September. There are no schools and no governmental activity.”

Bolivia

Crowds burned the offices of the electoral body in the southern cities of Sucre and Potosi, and protesters set fire to ballots from the presidential elections. Groups of Morales’ supporters and opponents clashed in a number of places, including the capital of La Paz.

Chile

Unrest started with the looting of 40 supermarkets and other businesses. Five people died after looters torched a garment factory near Santiago, three people died after a supermarket in Santiago was set alight. Soldiers fired life rounds at demonstrators, bringing the death toll to at least 20. 300 people are wounded, 4,000 arrested.

President Sebastian Pinera, a conservative billionaire, declaring a state of emergency, deployed the military and enforced nighttime curfews across Santiago and other major cities. The military and police used tear gas, water cannons, and life ammunition. 10,500 police and soldiers have been deployed. This looks like Pinochet 2.

Most banks, schools, and shops remain closed. There’s simmering discontent in the country’s universities and schools over lack of resources and underfunding. Dockworkers and copper miners are striking.

1 million protesters were in the streets of Santiagio on October 25.

Ecuador

After ten people were killed, about 1,400 injured, and 1,100 arrested, an agreement was reached between the Lenin Moreno government and protesters against a controversial Decree 883 which applied neoliberal austerity policies of the IMF.

Argentina

In September thousands of protesters took to the streets of Buenos Aires among a food crisis. The economic collapse has left a third of Argentina’s population in poverty.

President-elect Alberto Fernandez and vice-president Cristina Fernandez de Kirchner now face the impossible task to improve peoples lives and at the same time fend off IMF and international investors, who call for more austerity.

Mexico

Mexicans are demonstrating against corruption and drug cartel violence.

Lebanon

A million protesters in Lebanon flooded the streets, waving the national flag and chanted “revolution” or “the people demand the fall of the regime.” Prime Minister Hariri has resigned. Banks are closed.

Ending rampant corruption is a central demand of the protestors, who say the country’s leaders have used their positions to enrich themselves for decades through favorable deals and kickbacks. There are chronic electricity and water shortages.

The USA has mounted pressure on Lebanon’s financial system in recent months as part of its economic campaign against Iran, leading to a rush to change accounts from Lebanese currency into US dollars or to transfer money out of the country. 

Algeria

Algeria’s Hirak protest movement is active since spring.

The interim government appears to be ramping up repression, including extended pre-hearing detentions and holding protesters in inhumane conditions. 110 people are currently detained across the country

Egypt

Thousands protested in Cairo, Alexandria, Damietta, and other cities. The Sisi regime quelled the protests with tear gas, rubber bullets, and live ammunition. 4300 people have been arrested. The exact death toll is not known.

Iraq

“The people want the fall of the regime,” demonstrators were heard chanting as they marched through Baghdad, part of a protest movement targeting corruption, failing public services, and rising unemployment.

More than 300 people have been killed since the start of the protests, mostly protesters but also security personal and member of Iranian militias. 100 died and nearly 1,000 were wounded in Karbala in one day. 

Ethiopia

67 protesters were killed, 170 arrested. Prime Minister Abiy Ahmed, this year’s winner of the Nobel Peace Prize, was in Russia when the protests broke out. Ahmed has denounced the killing of protesters and described the current situation as “an attempt to provoke an ethnic and religious crisis.”

Guinea

Protesters descended on police checkpoints and burnt tires, chanting “It will not pass,” in response to President Alpha Condé’s attempt to alter the constitution and run for a third term.

Hong Kong

20 percent live below the poverty line and it could get worse as Hong Kong might be heading for a recession after months of violent protests, marked by vandalism and police brutality. 

Spain Catalonia

A general strike and mass marches in Barcelona followed the jailing of Catalonian independence leaders.

France 

In addition to the weekly Giles Jaunes (Yellow Vest) gatherings, thousands of firefighters marched for more funding and better working conditions. The Giles Jaunes movement is still taking to the streets but its activity is less impressive than at the beginning.

Britain

Hundreds of thousands demonstrated in London in a huge outpouring of concern at the economic and social impact of Brexit, with the UK set to leave the European Union (EU) on October 31. The People’s Vote and the Independent newspaper’s “Final Say” campaign claimed, that up to one million people participated.

Netherlands

Farmers blocked the country’s motorways with their tractors after the government introduced lower nitrogen emission limits.
Though the respective governments of Lebanon, Chile, Ecuador and Hong Kong have all canceled the measures that angered the public in the first place, protests have only intensified. This presents decision-makers with a dilemma: Signal weakness by doing nothing, or inflame tensions further with a police crackdown?
How to solve the climate crisis:

– Stop weapons production, end militarism and war.
– End the economic system which requires infinite growth on a finite planet.
– Ban any form of rentier income.
– Ban all advertising
– Let people get more relaxed and less busy.
– End corporate influence in politics, culture, and education.
– End patents, intellectual property, and copyright.
– Kill the propaganda engine known as the mainstream media.

(Based of a text by Caitlin Johnstone)

Feline news:

Environmental news:

200 million people around the world live in some 350 cities that are dealing with temperatures higher than 35 degrees Celsius. More people die from heat than from all other extreme weather phenomena combined.
https://www.thenation.com/article/climate-summit-greta/ The ugly (in the eyes of mass media) autistic child tells the even uglier movers and shakers of the world, how nefarious, irresponsible, despicable, and disgusting they are.
http://www.informationclearinghouse.info/52330.htm
https://www.apnews.com/4e12b39584dc4f8eaf6796b9582ada56 Zimbabwe’s capital Harare has run out of water.
https://www.reuters.com/article/australia-drought/rpt-drought-hit-australian-towns-prepare-for-unimaginable-water-crisis-idUSL3N26K0DC
https://www.spiegel.de/international/globalsocieties/zambia-drought-increases-risk-of-famine-a-1288843.html
https://e360.yale.edu/features/why-chinas-renewable-energy-transition-is-losing-momentum Energy consumption needs to go down, everything else is window dressing.
https://www.localfutures.org/resist-globally-renew-locally/ Wise words in an unwise and silly world.
http://wise.nautil.us/feature/447/is-the-world-making-you-sick Important!
https://www.spiegel.de/international/world/cities-seek-protection-in-the-age-of-climate-change-a-1288750.html
https://earther.gizmodo.com/bolvias-forest-fires-have-left-more-than-2-million-anim-1838492071?utm
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/10/article/fires-and-haze-a-big-health-risk-to-indonesians/ https://truthout.org/articles/global-wildfires-are-raging-leaving-long-lasting-damage
https://dgrnewsservice.org/civilization/ecocide/habitat-loss/trees-felled-in-india-and-nepal-amid-protests/
https://e360.yale.edu/features/amazon-watch-what-happens-when-the-forest-disappears
https://www.counterpunch.org/2019/09/27/climate-change-and-technology/There is no other solution than reducing industrial activity and resource consumption.
https://countercurrents.org/2019/09/the-climate-action-summit-fiasco The biggest polluters (USA, China, EU, India, Brazil, Saudi Arabia) just shrug. Why scale back consumption just to benefit future generations?
https://www.independent.co.uk/environment/shipping-pollution-sea-open-loop-scrubber-carbon-dioxide-environment-a9123181.html Wicked shipowners destroy marine life and wicked politicians let it happen.
https://www.globalresearch.ca/global-warming-and-the-ozone-layer-whats-more-dangerous-co2-or-nuclear-war/5690216 Long read, but informative.
https://meta.eeb.org/2019/10/01/save-money-cut-emissions-eu-pulls-plug-on-wasteful-unrepairable-products/ Industry will sabotage this plan at every step, but let’s try nevertheless.
https://meta.eeb.org/2019/10/24/thousands-of-dead-fish-wash-up-in-protected-spanish-lagoon/
https://www.hakaimagazine.com/news/nine-years-on-the-deepwater-horizons-well-is-a-hellscape/
https://www.greenpeace.org/usa/wp-content/uploads/2019/09/report-throwing-away-the-future-false-solutions-plastic-pollution-2019.pdf
https://theintercept.com/2019/10/23/coca-cola-plastic-waste-pollution/
https://www.theatlantic.com/magazine/archive/2019/11/the-end-of-silence/598366/
https://www.futurity.org/green-buying-millennials-materialism-2180022/
https://www.bbc.com/news/science-environment-49997755 Lifestyle changes are necessary indeed, but investment policies of corporations and governments at all levels have to change too.
https://www.nationalgeographic.com/science/2019/10/billions-face-water-food-insecurity/
https://news.mongabay.com/2019/10/witnessing-extinction-in-the-flames-as-the-amazon-burns-for-agribusiness/
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/10/article/water-war-risk-rising-on-the-mekong/
https://www.theguardian.com/global-development/2019/oct/15/failing-food-system-means-millions-of-children-are-malnourished-or-overweight-unicef
https://www.wsws.org/en/articles/2019/10/16/wate-o16.html Australian towns running out of water.
https://www.reuters.com/article/us-australia-drought-widerimage/thirst-turns-to-anger-as-australias-mighty-river-runs-dry-idUSKBN1X22TT
https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2019/oct/29/australias-beloved-native-birds-are-disappearing-and-the-cause-is-clear
https://meta.eeb.org/2019/10/17/nature-groups-call-for-dialogue-as-dutch-farmers-protests-turn-violent/ Farmers are unhappy about new measures to reduce ammonia, nitrogen oxide, and nitrous oxide pollution from farms.
https://truthout.org/articles/we-cant-solve-the-plastics-crisis-with-other-disposables
https://www.localfutures.org/disaster-localization-a-constructive-response-to-climate-chaos/ An important preparation for withstanding future climate catastrophes, which was not addressed in this article: We have to increase personal contacts and join or build a local web of friendships, neighborhood help, volunteering, activist groups, farmers markets, barter groups, cooperatives, and various forms of informal local economy.
Especially in Western consumer societies people get more isolated and lonely. Social contacts are either drowned out by information overload from electronic media (TV, YouTube, news channels) or passed through social media (Facebook, Twitter, Instagram) where they can be distorted, censored, or blocked.
The increased social isolation makes people more vulnerable to brain washing, exploitation, and abuse. It makes people more dependent on corporate services (supermarkets, e-commerce like Amazon and eBay). It diminishes the chance of coordinated grass root actions against natures destruction.

Economic news:

The US federal budget deficit is 984 US$ in 2019 and will most likely surpass one trillion in 2020.
https://www.newstatesman.com/politics/economy/2019/09/rentier-capitalism-does-not-come-reset-button
https://journal-neo.org/2019/09/25/climate-and-the-money-trail/ Enlightened “disaster capitalism.” Saving the world by privatizing and monetizing common goods, including air, water, and soil.
https://aeon.co/essays/what-does-small-business-really-contribute-to-economic-growth Astute observations, but no alternative perspective offered.
https://www.project-syndicate.org/commentary/financial-globalization-neoliberalism-discredited-by-arvind-subramanian-and-dani-rodrik-2019-09
https://www.cnbc.com/2019/09/27/russias-bid-to-ditch-the-us-dollar-is-slowly-working-but-obstacles-remain.html
https://journal-neo.org/2019/10/08/will-fed-make-trump-a-new-herbert-hoover/
https://evonomics.com/an-evolutionary-theory-of-resource-distribution/
https://truthout.org/articles/converting-businesses-to-cooperatives-just-got-easier
https://www.rt.com/business/471608-russia-writes-off-african-debt
https://www.opendemocracy.net/en/oureconomy/our-response-next-crisis-must-tackle-consumerism/
https://evonomics.com/the-sacrificial-rites-of-capitalism-we-dont-talk-about/Recommended reading.

Media and technology news:

Many believe that mainstream media journalists just tell outright lies all the time, but that’s not how it usually works. What journalists do is selectively omit inconvenient facts, disproportionately amplify convenient facts, and uncritically rely on dubious government assertions. Basically they only tell the truth when it’s convenient, and when it’s inconvenient they are silent. One can get away with this method a lot easier.

Most western news headlines about foreign conflicts and uprisings can simply be reduced to either “Something advantageous happened to the US-imperial power alliance, and that’s good” or “Something disadvantageous happened to the US-imperial power alliance, and that’s bad“. It’s basically the same as watching a group of sports fans comment on the behavior of their favorite team. Except instead of fans it’s paid propagandists, and instead of a game it’s a low level and slow-moving third world war.

https://www.opendemocracy.net/en/oureconomy/how-facial-recognition-surveillance-capitalism-streets/ If everyone carries a smartphone, which reliably reports where one has been at any time in ones life, why do they need facial recognition? To sort out the “bad apples,” who have left their phones at home or even don’t own one?
https://digitstodollars.com/2019/09/26/the-heat-death-of-5g/ 5G, a really hot topic.
https://www.globalresearch.ca/telcos-losing-battle-impose-5g/5691065
https://caitlinjohnstone.com/2019/10/01/twitter-suspends-accounts-for-propaganda-has-literal-propagandist-as-high-level-executive/
https://www.rt.com/op-ed/469854-ukraine-disinformation-war-wapo/
https://www.theguardian.com/environment/2019/oct/11/google-contributions-climate-change-deniers
https://www.asiatimes.com/2019/10/article/chinas-big-brother-is-watching-your-every-move/
https://www.ibtimes.com/dangerous-push-more-technology-schools-2849550
https://fair.org/home/media-alarmed-by-imaginary-pullout-from-syria/
https://www.craigmurray.org.uk/archives/2019/10/assange-in-court/
https://medium.com/@caityjohnstone/only-cowards-and-sadists-support-the-persecution-of-assange-b717b1b07dfe
Imperial news:

For the first time in history, US billionaires paid a lower tax rate than the less fortunate half of their compatriots. The average effective tax rate of the richest 400 families was 23 percent, a full percentage point lower than the 24.2 percent rate paid by the bottom half of US households. The calculations take into account state, local, and federal taxes, corporate taxes, and “indirect taxes,” encompassing licenses and other fees paid to government.

The New York Times has taken note of the eruption of mass protests in various countries, commenting in a front-page article that “experts discern a pattern: a louder-than-usual howl against elites in countries where democracy is a source of disappointment, corruption is seen as brazen, and a tiny political class lives large while the younger generation struggles to get by.

Strangely missing from this review of what the article’s headline describes as “popular fury across the globe” is what is happening in the United States itself. It quotes one of the “experts.” Vali Nasr, who recently left his post as dean of Johns Hopkins School of Advanced International Studies, as commenting: “In countries where elections are decisive, like the United States and Britain, skepticism about the old political order has produced populist, nationalist and anti-immigrant results at the polls. In other countries, where people don’t have a voice, you have massive protests erupting.”

Are the Times editors genuinely oblivious to what is happening in the US, or are they just whistling past the graveyard? They publish this as 48,000 autoworkers were on strike against General Motors for 40 days and 32,000 teachers and school workers in Chicago were entering the second week of a walkout that has shut down the country’s third-largest school district. The number of workers in the US on strike last year — over half a million — was the highest in more than three decades.
The Gini coefficient, a commonly used statistical measure of income inequality, places the United States at 41.5, barely less unequal than Chile at 47.7.

A Washington Post headline on October 15: “What can a black person do to keep from getting killed by police in the U.S.?” …. Emigrate?

https://truthout.org/video/outrage-in-texas-as-police-kill-atatiana-jefferson-at-home
https://www.rutherford.org/publications_resources/john_whiteheads_commentary/john_lennon_vs._the_deep_state_one_man_against_the_monsterRemembering the legend. And yeah, they really know how to eliminate undesirable people without leaving a trace — it’s amazing!
Nothing has improved, nothings solved since Lennons death, but the resistance is alive. One just has to watch some of NPR’s Tiny Desk Concerts to hear the message from various Soul and R&B artists. The message is often camouflaged but nevertheless clear and easily understandable. This is tolerated as “protest song folklore,” thought to have zero political relevance, just being uttered to gain some “street credibility.”
https://www.nakedcapitalism.com/2019/10/suvs-are-back-and-theyre-spewing-a-boggling-amount-of-carbon.html
https://www.iea.org/newsroom/news/2019/october/growing-preference-for-suvs-challenges-emissions-reductions-in-passenger-car-mark.html
https://www.marketwatch.com/story/suicide-rate-among-young-americans-soars-by-more-than-50-over-10-years-2019-10-17
https://www.blackagendareport.com/nobody-gets-liberated-until-defeat-plutocrats
https://truthout.org/articles/new-data-show-severity-of-water-contamination-in-poor-neighborhoods/

Imperial conquest news:

The US-centralized empire’s low level and slow-motion third world war against unabsorbed governments is continuing like planned.

The US government is not physically or legally restricted from launching a war that the public disapproves of, but it is absolutely essential for the drivers of empire to preserve the illusion of freedom and democracy in America. People need to feel like their government is basically acting in everyone’s best interest, and that it is answerable to the will of the electorate, otherwise the illusion of freedom and democracy is shattered and people lose trust in their government and media. If people no longer trust the political/media class, they can’t be propagandized, which would cause social unrest and even rebellion.
A US carrier strike group with an aircraft carrier and about 10 support ships costs about 30 billion dollars to build and some 2-3 billion dollars per year to operate. These sums are rather low estimates. There are 10 US strike groups in operation today, adding up to a 300 billion price tag and 20 to 30 billion maintenance. And yet, as military technology advances with the game changing development of sophisticated drones, long range cruise missiles or torpedos, and hypersonic missiles, all this hardware may soon be worth little more than its weight as scrap metal.


Armageddon news:


Uncategorized news:

https://www.darkmoon.me/2019/amusing-ourselves-to-death/
https://www.checkpointasia.net/bombing-of-serbia-disgusts-me-once-hounded-because-of-serbs-and-justice-now-the-nobel-winner/
https://www.rt.com/op-ed/470662-peter-handke-nobel-controversy/
https://rickrozoff.wordpress.com/2019/10/11/defend-peter-handke/ The destruction of Yugoslavia and Libya were the most outrageous crimes of the NATO alliance. Handke was one of the few sensitive and well informed people to unmask the dishonesty and cynicism of political leaders and Western media. Yugoslavia and Libya were military aggressions under the pretext of humanitarian concerns (R2P — the Responsibility to Protect doctrine).

The perpetrators and the cheerleaders of these crimes against humanity have not payed for their misdeeds until now and maybe never will, leaving the people who don’t fall for the mass media propaganda onslaught and are able to look behind the curtain only the option to retreat into inner emigration. There’s still hope that the US/NATO empire unravels due to inherent contradictions.
News from cat land:

The cats are fine, but it is time for the yearly round of health checks and vaccinations, which will be a major hassle.
As temperature drops, Aunt Rosy’s chronic cold has become acute again. She doesn’t mind and is unmoved, not more grumpy than usual.

Rita has a wonderful time. During her first two month on this planet, which she spent in the animal asylum, she probably never imagined that life could be that interesting and rewarding.

Which for a cat means, that there are lot of rodents running around, ready to be caught and eaten. Rita proudly presents a mouse nearly every day and just yesterday brought a huge vole into the kitchen, the largest I have ever seen.

At the moment I heat only with the wood stove in the living room and in the evening the cats gather round the stove. After the busy days of spring and summer, when they mostly went their separate ways — stalling their prey, autumn is the time when they grow together and become a family again.